It's been so long since I returned home.
I lost myself entirely the past few months. I avoided who I truly was and wandered down a deep path into the dark forest of life. There were rays of light in the forest's canopy but instead of following them out of the forest, I followed the dried stream of a once nurturing river. Why did I choose this path when I knew it wouldn't support my journey? It was easier to let go of my true self instead of letting go of my ego. The ego is manipulative and promises us peace if we follow it blindly. I desperately wanted peace and decided to choose what was easiest. It asked me to avoid the light shining through its canopy so I couldn't find my true self again; so I couldn't find my way home. Regretfully, I agreed to follow my ego deeper down this dark path and I strayed even further.
Waking up today was terrifying. When I opened my eyes, I saw how far down the path I had wandered and realized it wasn't just a bad dream. I have a long journey ahead of me to get back to where I was before I diverted from my path. It will take me time but I will find my way home; I can finally see the light.
Thursday, April 07, 2016
Tuesday, April 05, 2016
Thursday, March 31, 2016
a real whole human being
am i just seeing what i want to see
or am I actually seeing what's really there ?
in the idealistic sea, not one form is perfect !
be strong and shine through the mind clearly
do not push and pull
rather, be
as you silently watch
all these creations of fantasy, illusions & projections
how they rise and fall
like your breath, here and now
deal with what is real
is YOU
YOUR WORLD
always changing, shifting
while remaining steady & whole .
Tuesday, March 29, 2016
Bernie Sanders 'put a bird on it' at Portland rally
Could not resist publishing this photo from the 2016 presidential races.

Thursday, March 24, 2016
Wash Yourself
There’s no need to go outside.
Be melting snow.
Wash yourself of yourself.*
~ Rumi
*Translated by Coleman Barks
Wednesday, March 23, 2016
Tyranny of Clocks and Timers
We are ruled by clocks and timers. For example, you may meditate to become more present to life, but quite likely using a timer - thereby adding up minutes per day or per session by starting on the bell and stopping on the bell. A timer or clock tells how long. This is not the nature's way. Instead, feel the way into "natural being" without clocks or timers. Using our internal senses of time and the relationships to the living cycles of day and night.
Sunday, March 20, 2016
turn around
turn around and turn again
spin spin spin
like the earth keeping time
to the songs of the cosmos
Thursday, March 17, 2016
Disease of Complexity
We suffer from complexity in our current world.
Economic growth drives the world.
Instead, enjoy just "being".
Tuesday, March 15, 2016
Saturday, March 12, 2016
It is Amazing!
[the song link:] It's Amazing, by Jem
'Do it now
You know who you are
You feel it in your heart
And you are burning and wishing
.....
You're gonna have to work for it harder and harder
Nothing can compare to deserving your dream
It's amazing, all that you can do
It's amazing, makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you
Don't be embarrassed, don't be afraid
Too many dreams slip away
It's your determination and using your gift
Everybody has a gift
........
Never give up, never let it die
Trust your instincts and most importantly
You've got nothing to lose
So just go for it
It's amazing, it's amazing, all that you can do
It's amazing, makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you'
Friday, March 11, 2016
Monday, March 07, 2016
Bliss
When I was young and a graduate student in philosophy, I started pursuing bliss. That was good and bad. The distraction of the pursuit of bliss became all consuming; driving me toward experiences of great pleasure and pain with little peace of mind. I grew older and wiser, discovering that being alive was already enough. Gradually settling down to the such-ness of existence itself. Be humble. It's a big world out there - we are little in comparison.
Saturday, March 05, 2016
Practice Being Present
Today: Let's practice one pointed stillness for 11 minutes this afternoon wherever we are. Find a quiet spot. Tell those around you that you are doing a meditation or stillness break. Let them join with you if they wish. Being here now is profound. By remaining present as we move through our day, our world becomes more coherent and miraculous. With training and practice, we become progressively more present to daily life. Indeed, life more abundant.
Friday, February 26, 2016
Tuesday, February 23, 2016
Take a Pause
Take a pause. Now do a slow long deep breath. Feel gravity's downward pull. Celebrate the in and out breaths. Sense patterns of light all round. Take a pause. Be-here-now in all its banality and glory.
Sunday, February 21, 2016
Techno-Aborigines
Shortly after graduating from school, I found a job in ADP (automated data processing), as it was called in the early 70's. Soon I spotted a "techo-aborigine". He was working off site in a coffee house. That got my attention. I wanted to work that way too. Being at an office all day was not so much fun. We are turning back into "aborigines" as we return to more mobility. Many of us can do our jobs at home, workplaces, or vacation resorts. The reach of the global communication networks is global. Work supervisors are beginning to count results not desk time.
Friday, February 19, 2016
Deep Stillness
It takes a life time to reach deep silence or stillness. Don't expect instant results. Everyday of your life, do spend sometime in inner quiet or stillness. Call it meditation, prayer or contemplation. It will nurture you and make you stronger than anything else you "do".
Thursday, February 18, 2016
Monday, February 15, 2016
Healing through Joy
It is time to heal through Joy.
Now is when you find your healing through Love,
for Love is wiser than we are.
Longing to be understood, Love will only stay if it is welcomed.
Try on your beauty everyday.
How many small-seeming daily aspects can you fall in love with?
Unfold your Light and Shine!
Now is when you find your healing through Love,
for Love is wiser than we are.
Longing to be understood, Love will only stay if it is welcomed.
Try on your beauty everyday.
How many small-seeming daily aspects can you fall in love with?
Unfold your Light and Shine!
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